I want to turn my brain off. I want to stop making lists.  I want to stop counting down the hours.  I want to stop scheduling every minute.  I want to stop planning.  I want to stop worrying. I want to stop caring about trivial things. I want to wake up and have the house be clean.  I want more time to read. I want to run farther. I want to have quiet time more often. I WANT TO START A COLONY OF ONLY PEOPLE I LIKE.  I want to paint my room purple. I want to sing every day.  I want to be an artist that I respect. I want to collaborate with composers.  I WANT TO SLEEP MORE.  I want a garden. I want to paint canvases and hang them all over the house.  I want an apron with cherries on it. I want to climb a tree.  I WANT TO BE UNSTOPPABLE.  I want to be active and healthy.  I want to be devoted.  I want to be a beacon of God’s light.  I WANT TO BRING PEOPLE HOPE. I want to serve.  I want to build.  I want to help. I want to create.  I want to dance in the rain. I want to travel to so many places. I want to see my cousins even more often than I do.  I want a bicylce.  I want to make a tree house.  I want watermelon in the summer. I want to write a book.  I want to teach.  I WANT TO DATE A GUY WHO RIDES A MOTORCYCLE. I want to learn how to bake.  I want to own a horse.  I want to learn everything I can about music.  I want to get my doctorate from a good school.  I want a fulfilling job. I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.